I am so one of those people that need to let it all out, and have no where else better then here to do this.
Today is a new beginning for me, life has been so very upsetting and disappointing for me and my children this last year especially, and today is a new day with new hopes and dreams.
I always wondered what was wrong with me, the same questions most of us ask ourselves at some point in life, WHY ME! WHY THIS!, but do we ever really find the answers? NO. I have managed to overcome all the barriers and obstacles that have prevented me from moving forward or that have drug me down, and so here I am. I have four beautiful GOD sends and wouldn't know where I would be today without them in my life. I have seen peoples lives completely upset and destroyed because of the cards life deals us, and sometimes they are not always colourful, and for this I am so very grateful, kinda sad to say that I have learned to get pleasure out of my life and the things I need to see and do and the blessings I should be counting, through others heartache and loss, but what else is there that makes you "SEE", unless you have actually been through it.
I have closed the door to the past and moved on with an open mind, and a fresh new view on life and the people around me. I've commited myself to a new relationship with me which holds plently of new beginnings I am sure. I have waited this long, and fought this long, long enough, and finally i believe I found what I never thought I was deserving of.
Thank you Jesus.
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