Monday, January 12, 2009

In His hands!

I am here in this world of wonders , of pain and sorrow, of needs and wants, of the lost and needy, of the forgoten and needed. I have the revelation that nothing is possible without God, that everything is possible in God. I have rested in him and give thanks for the troubles as well and equally with my happiness. I know that all things work for the good in God. So basically all things good and bad that happen in my life are for the good. My God is always trying to talk to me, to us, but like the bible says we have ears to hear so hear with them. I have been blessed with the understanding of God's love, of his mercy of which both are undying, never ending. We live in a world of greed, lust, pain, terror, sickness and much more, but only a few chosen ones will really see the light at the end of the tunnel per say. I have had a hard time understanding why people say how could and why would God, a God of love let these "things" happen. Why does he let us breath the very air we breath? Every day is a blessing, a gift, a very treasure to be thankful for, because of his mercy and love we live today, every ounce of Pain, every tear full of sadness shed He is yelling out to us, Seek for Him and He will bless you, Just because I have God in my life faithfully, so faithfully some might say i have no other life, but they don't understand that He is my very life, just because of this doesn't mean that i have no troubles, because i do and I am very thankful for them because these very troubles are what teaches me to be patient and that i need not just love Him when He gives me what i want. I was laying and thinking about my "father" in heaven and said to myself if i could have but one wish i would wish for you to hold me in your Hands they are so great, and comfort me with your wings, and then i realized something, (another revelation) He is holding me in His hands, all the time, i am under His wings all the time, I am always on His mind, i was in His thoughts before i was even born. What a wonderful Father we have. The bible says "I will never leave you, your mother or father might abandoned you but I will never Leave you My child" but what i was really wanting was that same touch of the women that was hemorrhaging for so many years and knew that with her faith that if she could just touch his garments that she would be healed and she was. How precious is the lamb. My father manifested Himself into flesh to live to die for me, for us, He was crucified on the cross, and shed the very blood that washes me clean, that gives me eternal life. How could one, hold a new born child, or read their favorite book, wake up to the sunshine, feel the drops of rain on ones face, or the winds blow through your hair, taste so many flavors of ice cream, hear your favorite music, but not realize the very miracles of the one whom gives them. Because we simply as foretold in the book of life we live in a world of greedy, lustful, proud, selfish, violent, cruel, carnal people to say the least that have forgotten or just do not want to know the very reason why they wake up to the sun, and breath the air, how sad, we don't appreciate anymore the simple truth.

Just my mind wondering with many thoughts letting them out as they come.

Thank you my father for the undying everlasting love and mercy and grace that you so freely give to those who want it... I know that i am so unworthy but yet you pour out your love on me...how beautiful is that..Unconditional love is Our God, Christ Jesus.

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