Yesterday i spent a bit at the hospital for the first time since Isiah has been in there last tuesday morning, He looked much better, considering he was near comatose when he arrived at the hospital.
We had a meeting with the head nephrologist, Dr. Filler, he wanted to talk to me about the condition isiah was in and what the test from the biopsy tell them.
It was a lot of information to take in, and to remember, but all that mattered to me was that isiah was alive, safe, and much more healthy than he was when he went in there.
Today, my little man will come home, to the place that is now estranged to him, to his brothers and sister, whom he misses so very much, and of course me. I am so excited, but yet so scared for him, what if he gets sick again like that, it happend so fast, so very fast, i have no help, their father, well he isnt there unless it is convienient for himself, that is why i had to spend a whole week with Isiah in the hospital and didnt even get to see him but once for an hour.
Everything in my life will have to change from this day forward, I am alone, yes i have someone that loves me, but ultimately i am alone, no one to help, the ones that are there to help well they say there are but when you really need them, its a different story. Funny how life works. So we will move on, alone, and only stronger, we will fight this disease that is trying to take over my son, and with GOD's will we will muscle it out of him.
We can do this baby and we will. Many people are praying for you, for us, people that "care" and we will get through this.
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